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Bad Tidings

Thu Jul 16, 2009, 6:01 PM
  • Mood: Vengeful
  • Listening to: trance/techno
  • Reading: Phantom of the Opera
  • Watching: porn...not really lawl
  • Playing: PROTOTYPE
  • Eating: nothing...
  • Drinking: Venom Energy
We may be losing the internet entirely now. That along with our cable, netflix, and a number of other things.
Why?
Because my dad's probably losing his job. Things are going to be tough for quite awhile if he does. That moving idea may be taken more seriously. But, strangely, I'm not that ripped up about it. I hate most of the people in this town, aside from the people that still talk to me. The rest are hicks and assholes. God, what a combination.
*sigh* I've talked to so many of my friends about this, and they all say the same thing. We have to get out of here. This town isn't worth anything. >.<

But there are good things too. No matter what happens, we can always get the internet back when dad gets another job, and i can always draw.^^

And I'll always have my Swirl :iconiyo-oki: *hugs* I miss you so much! Dammit, I'm going to walk to your house if that's what it takes to see you!




DAYS LEFT:
...365,364,363,362,361,360,359,358,357,356,355,354,353,352,351,350,349,348,347,346,345,344,343,342,341,340,339,338,337,
336,335,334,333,332,331,330,329,328,327,326,325,324,323,322,321,320,319,318,317,316,315,314,313,312,311,310,309,308,307,
306,305,304,303,302,301,300,299,298,297,296,295,294,

Bad Tidings

Thu Jul 16, 2009, 6:01 PM
  • Mood: Vengeful
  • Listening to: trance/techno
  • Reading: Phantom of the Opera
  • Watching: porn...not really lawl
  • Playing: PROTOTYPE
  • Eating: nothing...
  • Drinking: Venom Energy
We may be losing the internet entirely now. That along with our cable, netflix, and a number of other things.
Why?
Because my dad's probably losing his job. Things are going to be tough for quite awhile if he does. That moving idea may be taken more seriously. But, strangely, I'm not that ripped up about it. I hate most of the people in this town, aside from the people that still talk to me. The rest are hicks and assholes. God, what a combination.
*sigh* I've talked to so many of my friends about this, and they all say the same thing. We have to get out of here. This town isn't worth anything. >.<

But there are good things too. No matter what happens, we can always get the internet back when dad gets another job, and i can always draw.^^

And I'll always have my Swirl :iconiyo-oki: *hugs* I miss you so much! Dammit, I'm going to walk to your house if that's what it takes to see you!

...?

Tue Jul 7, 2009, 2:24 PM
  • Mood: Vengeful
  • Listening to: Daft Punk
  • Reading: Angela's Ashes
  • Watching: porn...not really lawl
  • Playing: PROTOTYPE
  • Eating: nothing...
  • Drinking: Venom Energy
DAYS LEFT:
...365,364,363,362,361,360,359,358,357,356,355,354,353,352,351,350,349,348,347,346,345,344,343,342,341,340,339,338,337,
336,335,334,333,332,331,330,329,328,327,326,325,324,323,322,321,320,319,318,317,316,315,314,313,

Time To Come Back/ Moving / Decisions and such.lol

Sun Jul 5, 2009, 8:42 PM
  • Mood: Vengeful
  • Listening to: Daft Punk
  • Reading: Angela's Ashes
  • Watching: porn...not really lawl
  • Playing: PROTOTYPE
  • Eating: nothing...
  • Drinking: Venom Energy
My break is over.
I've done my hiding. Out of the five or so weeks of our summer vacation I've only seen a few of my friends, and even those visits I have self-limited to five. Five times..the rest of the time I've spent my time here at home or out with my family...And I'm sick as hell of it...
I suppose it is my own fault. It stands to reason that, if you don't go out in the world, you aren't going to see anyone besides the people that live with you.

But I've done my time. I shut myself off to give myself time to think, and I've made my decisions and conclusions. Some of them pretty big at least for myself. Those life-deciding decisions that only you can make. And I'd say I'm pretty proud on where I stand now.

A big thing that's going on is that we may be moving. I'm not going to say where, simply for my own reasons...But if you're really close to me and want to know, of course I'll tell you..I just don't want to hear any bad remarks about the place we're thinking about going to. I've heard too many negative comments from people around me, and I'd like to hear some good for a change.

I bought that new game PROTOTYPE a few days after it came out. I spent three days playing it practically nonstop and I finally beat it. Damn I love that game...If anyone wants to get it a highly recommend it.

As to the last year of high school, I must say that I'm looking forward to it. The seniors can get their fat asses out of the town and get a life for all I care. It's our turn to rule the place, and it's about fucking time. Only took 12 years...And after that we can actually get out of this stupid hick town. Get out and start over. I'm not going to miss anyone I know except a few people like Swirl, Ang, and all the people we hang with in our grade. Because I know we're probably never going to see each other. We can keep in touch for awhile, but we'll each have our own lives. There's no stopping that.

And speaking of that, my plans haven't changed. I'm going to get out of the country as soon as I can. I can't help it.. Everything's perfect and set up. And I have my reasons for wanting to get out...people I want to forget and such... But, dammit..Swirl--> I want to take you with me! That settles it..you're going with me to Australia^^

Anyhow..I want everyone to know that I haven't been sitting on my ass. I have a lot of pics to put on here, and it's about time I update and start getting back in touch with everyone.






DAYS LEFT:
...365,364,363,362,361,360,359,358,357,356,355,354,353,352,351,350,349,348,347,346,345,344,343,342,341,340,339,338,337,
336,335,334,333->(R.I.P. Michael Jackson),332,331,330,329,328,327,326,325,324,323,322,321,320,

# of --->

Sun May 24, 2009, 5:36 PM
  • Mood: Tired
DAYS LEFT:
...365,364,363,362,361,360,359,358,357,356,355,354,353,352,351,350,349,348,347,346,345,344,343,342,341,340,339,338,337,
336,335,334,333->(R.I.P. Michael Jackson),332,331,330,329,328,327,326,325,324,323,322,

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